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    Joshua Acheson

    Staff Software Engineer at Mark43

    Joshua Acheson is a Staff Software Engineer at Mark43, a company that develops Computer Aided Dispatch (CAD) software used by 911 dispatchers.12 He is based in Toronto, Ontario, Canada and has 336 connections on LinkedIn.2 Acheson works on Mark43's CAD product, which is built using Electron, and he has expertise in this technology.1 He is involved in recruiting efforts for Mark43, seeking developers with Electron experience to join their team.1 Acheson can be contacted via email at josh@mark43.com or found on the TorontoJS Slack channel.1

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    Oct 26 · twitter

    for some time having my effort guided by fear of bad outcomes worked well enough (better than non effort anyways). somewhere along the way, though, this stopped working entirely. efforting from this place may work for avoiding scarcity but it breaks down when you cross the crux from avoiding scarcity into the pursuit of abundance. but i find getting through that shift oddly difficult.

    i have so much guilt over just wanting the best for myself and using my resources (even just directing my attention) along these lines. i don’t understand it at all. but it’s there. endlessly presenting itself when i do something so simple as effort towards my own benefit at all. when i do things for my own benefit there’s often this feeling of being a greedy, desperate little creature who’s doing it out of angry defiance. what the hell. why?

    this guilt is so omnipresent. it’s ambient. in the atmosphere. it pollutes even the most wholesome of wants. it makes me resent experience itself. and though i have shame to say it, i project this guilt to the degree that i resent other people. as though somehow i perceive that others cause the guilt. but no, as far as i can tell the guilt is just baked in to my experience. no person or thing causes it. it’s just in the atmosphere.

    i want to let it go. i want to pursue my wellbeing, to act in full accordance with my truth without guilt.

    when i contemplate doing that, just letting it go, grief arises. grief about the amount of time i have spent as the subject of this invisible enemy. it’s as though to justify the amount of time lost to this thing i have to perpetuate it. in the short term, letting it go is more pain than continuing to feed it.

    but i owe it to everyone, most of all myself, to dive head first into the grief. i want a new challenge. im sick of this particular morass. enough.

    Jul 15 · twitter

    appreciate X for giving me an opportunity to mark explicit interest for an account i follow and interact with a lot (as if necessary)

    while not offering me the opportunity to indicate disinterest for the insane slop it ships on fyp https://t.co/9yRdrVD67n

    appreciate X for giving me an opportunity to mark explicit interest for an account i follow and inte

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    Toronto, Ontario, Canada